Category: thoughts
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Another to me
I have found this written in my notepad last November. I found it yesterday while looking for something else. I thought of not publishing it because here or there all my recent post feels the same. Yet I chose to do it because after years it would be great to read and cherish the gush…
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The wait for easy!
I wish life was a little easier on me. I never wish for a detour but I want a slightly less bumpy rough path than this. Today I am sitting here with one of the many hardest days in my life thinking about where I went wrong. What made me this desperate human being who…
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Toast to the loss!
A few years back I thought life was easy. Life was easy with friends. Then life really hit me and I realized things. I have read in so many places that it matters at what point of life you met your friend. It measures the depth that relation can go. I think it is not…
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Unending Grief
This post has been a compilation of so many days’ thoughts together. It has been 60 days! I wish I could surpass this. Have you ever lost someone so close to you in the blink of an eye? A phone call that turns your life upside down. Over my life, I was always afraid of…
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Breathing beyond the limit
That feeling you have is real. Getting pulled to the depths of nothingness. Days are becoming grey and exhausting. That chaos you’re thinking about right now is real. The confusion of choosing the right words for the right conversation. Drowning in the deep ocean breathless. That inexplicable feeling in your heart! Feeling a lump in…
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365 days of being that parent!
It’s been 365 days before, 365 days, we waited patiently in front of the doctor’s room with him! We were literally sweating because of getting out after the quarantine and was not ready to leave Canadian winter behind! He became increasingly irritated in waiting. After 15 minutes with the doctor, he became agitated. My husband…
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We
We fight over stupid reasonsWe often sleep back to backWe burst out and never say sorryWe act grumpy on each otherWe sit in separate rooms and watch the same movie And the same we; We discuss movies over our breakfast We talk football over lunch We share politics over dinner We sit together and listen…
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‘Tis the season!
Another wonderful time of the year is another chance to reminisce about the past. Christmas is and will always be my most favourite time of the year. It might be due to the cold winter days or the holiday lights that are all adorned around. Until now, it hasn’t been clear to me why I…
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Being Alive!
We are all so lucky to be alive! In little ways and big ways! Maybe it hits you differently than it hits me. But we must realize we are all lucky. When I get hit by every avalanche in life there is a tiny weeny moment I feel like ‘Why me?’ It hits me down…
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The Talk
“If conversation was the lyrics, laughter was the music, making time spent together a melody that could be replayed over and over without getting stale.”- Nicholas Sparks, The Choice ‘Listen, we should stop this. I know you can’t love me for a long time.’ ‘Okay! If you wish so. And who said I love you?’ ‘Travis,…
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